mama is still learning.
it will never be a day that i don't learn about you, about our relationship.
with all the desparate need to know you, win you over and guide you, i tell myself over and over, it will be fine, press on...
a lot of effort pays for a littel result. if that is going to be like that, i am willing to pay.
you suprised me with your natural way of showing affections that i did not expect.
a suprised hug, a peck on my cheek, even a call out for me in your unique little voice!
" mamah!" ... "mmmaa, mamaaaaa..." =)
I hear music in the air whenever i think of you.