insecurity...?

it's monday again. mama is worried that you may not be too happy going to the day care.

handed you over to the teacher, you did not struggle, "good...," i thought.

waved bye-bye to you, but you were already focusing your friends thaddieus, wenjie etc...

mama's heart sank a little...

blew you a flying-kiss, you looked, but not affected.

" wow she has really settled down here now," mama thought.

the teacher noticed a shadow still hanging around, she turned and smiled to me.

mama smiled back, thanked her, and walked to the gate.

i do not need to peep through the windows anymore, as i know, you were already having fun!

feeling happy for you, yet with melancholy in my footsteps, i left.

end of the day, when i come to get you. the joy and excitement you show when you see me melts my heart. all the insecurity i felt this morning seem silly and unnecessary. =)

you put your forehead on mine readily when i offered you mine, life is sweet and so close to perfection that moment!